If you look at the date of my post above, you will see this post refers to another and was a VERY recently "shared" e-mail, NOT to me, or by me. I HATED those awful, hurtful and incorrect e-mails, that were NOT from me, or to me. They were personal & PRIVATE correspondence between two other ladies, who until then I guess were friends. Ask Beth (about Christine and why she would send those to be put out without a by your leave from Beth etc.) and not accurate. I don't know!
YOU all "may know" it was done with TZ's help, by whom you refer to as "my buddy Christine", but I sure did NOT, until I ran across it online!
The above e-mail posted here by you, written elsewhere by me in FURY and pain, proves I am NO hypocrite! Check out my #8 that you are sharing here.
If you look at over 3,000 posts of mine *there*, you will NOT see me hurting horse or folks. I will leave as a member here if the majority, or the Moderator asks me to in an e-mail and it will really break my heart and show that there is no place where you can be happy without attacks online within our breed, true or not. I hope you go back and see that you are mistaken. I do NOT enjoy any of that, LEC. I would like to count you as a friend, as you too have been a target.
#1 Before I slink off with folks thinking the worst of me, I suppose after being hurt over "there" I will try to clarify here further, then not bother you further, if that is the general consensus. I can always call Beth, unless SHE e-mails me not to for some reason . Together we can all do a lot of good, IMO, our conversations are and were, no one else's business, including Christine's. One can often be taken advantage of without knowing or being able to correct inaccuracies, IF they know about them..................VERY SAD.
2. CHRISTINE IS NOT "MY BUDDY" now, if she ever was, after throwing me under a bus with other nice folks, as I have never met her and we have spoken twice......by phone, when she asked me to call (when she was crying and devastated about the problem in the reining class with BH at USN).
I have never even MET CHRISTINE and hate that personal e-mails were sent to TZ to post and that he did so un-redacted to protect those who were not aware of being within them, myself included. Nor were any of us called to verify what appeared in the e-mails prior to posting & passing them around as "fact" at Convention apparently, which I called them both on, along with others whom they involved!
3. I had NO idea my name was on e-mails being passed around Convention (Lord help us!) and neither did others who were mentioned in these, I restate, PERSONAL e-mails, from one friend to another she THOUGHT was her personal and trusted friend.
We all confide personal and painful things to our friends on the phone rather than in print or on the internet.
Did I post PERSONAL e-mail to be posted allegedly as written, and sent to another's friend ONLINE? NO I DID NOT, nor did I assume that Beth did, as so much was NOT correct or accurate anyway. She was a target but why? I got cut down along with others in the crossfire. More than one person was hurt and so was Beth I am sure. I would venture nothing surprises her now and I am becoming just as cynical, to my regret. (I hope to change that without getting defamed by assuming the best about everyone, until they prove me wrong)!
4. As to your #11, Beth is here and can tell you, we have NOT met in person and I think that we spoke twice on the phone (ask Beth) but banded together regarding Res. 17-07 and I DO consider her my "go to friend" as I believe I am for HER, whenever she needs me as well, or just wants to chat about a lot of subjects.
I called her BTW, and we had long and nice talks, where she told me personal and general info. that I was not aware of, as did I, and she warned me that there was probably more hard times to come in AHA, among other topics I will not share, as they were PERSONAL and between us alone.
Will I post her e-mails to me to make things clear? NO, NEVER unless she asked me to for some reason unknown to me now! I think that what we discuss is PRIVATE and PERSONAL.
*there* and how, by ME, you may note. I was MAD and HURT and APPALLED, for all us!
Since you posted it here, which I generally proofread and fix when not in SHOCK & HORROR......................it is STILL quite clear I was FURIOUS and said so, to all *there*.
My support is spread between many clubs each year along with Dad's and Mom's and my hubby's, historically over the past 10+ years, NOT WEBSITES, in order to do as much as we can in that manner, BTW.
Hope this helps to clarify things that I plan not to discuss again and I value your opinion.
Thank you for reading this and re-evaluating me and what happened elsewhere, that hurt and defamed good people who are trying to make things better. MY CHARACTER STANDS UP WELL ON IT'S OWN as those who REALLY know me will attest.
I would really appreciate it if we could just leave the garbage where it belongs. My understanding is that every one is welcome here. Well, probably not EVERY one, but you get the point.